This is really a thing. A vibe. A saying. A relationship or personal issue.
Like feeling melancholy, but so much more. Love at all costs — unconditionally but perhaps stupidly—, admiration and understanding yet so much frustration, thinking you can change something or someone but you can’t. Codependency, complicity, complacency. Self destructive tendencies. Dysfunctional. Embarrassment but supportive at all costs — until you finally wake up and walk away.
So many other adjectives…
Like feeling melancholy, but so much more. Love at all costs — unconditionally but perhaps stupidly—, admiration and understanding yet so much frustration, thinking you can change something or someone but you can’t. Codependency, complicity, complacency. Self destructive tendencies. Dysfunctional. Embarrassment but supportive at all costs — until you finally wake up and walk away.
So many other adjectives…
I’m feeling Kim and Kanye about my life today. I love me, but there are parts of me that never stops being self destructive.
by momster gina February 2, 2022