Emoticon created from :) and :( that defines the state of being "More or less" in this case pending for less or :): when pending for more, Can also be used to express a state of Bipolar disorder.
<Humpty> How's things with you
<Humphrey> What kind of disorder?
being happy but sad at the same time
like when you punch a small child
you get a feeling of satifaction from poWWing a bitch
but you feel bad cos it's a small child