Shame

The feeling you get after dressing up as a little girl and demanding to suck a fat English bloke who you call Daddy's cock. This is often accompanied by a pink sock and a dirtied anus filled with a strange man's cum.

The feeling is not followed while, or even directly after cumming, but brought on in the moments following, as you catch your breath. It is brought to life by the thought; "what the fuck am I doing?? What the fuck is this??", but after a few short minutes you entirely forget about the entire mess, and the thoughts of scrambling out of your pink Hello Kitty nightshirt and into your Porsche 944 B, clad only in the leather jack boots you wore inside his house, and driving full throttle to the heart of central America, completely forgetting who you once were and of all the sexual atrocities you have committed behind thin, barely closed doors.

Then you decide you're amoral, just to get through another day. You go back into the living room and spread eagle for this fatboy you call Daddy, putting on a collar and a cute little sundress just to get your jollies.

And such is life.

I felt a great shame within me arise after I came while writing this definition.

by CharlesStarkweather July 30, 2011

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