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Having to go through others posts didn’t bother me, it was me having to go through all of mine during my proofreading prior to them posting… and yes, I do try to make them not confusing.

I never wrote down my thoughts until here… I have been so selfish keeping all of this wisdom to myself (totally joking btw) Honestly, it is him… he brought/brings out this “thing” in me. I don’t even know how to explain it hence the use of thing.

I have two pretty demanding jobs. My love for him gives me strength to handle any situation and an absurd amount of patience to do everything with love!!! Sounds crazy… people often question how I can do it… I just smile as I know how:)… LOVE for he❤️❤️❤️❤️

My writing again is completely from the love for him!!! I get in a zone and just type… i surprise myself when I reread things back at a later date. And it is even more shocking because this is all new to me! Romantic, loving, mushy gushy… only in books and movies. And now I want to write a book about this love story.

Here… can be incredibly confusing. So many people looking to validate their love with their one… someone once posted to me that no one has ever found their one on UD. They were caring in their post. True they probably are for many… I will still believe, of course I will:) but it makes me sad for the hearts that want to love and be loved, and end up hurt and broken. And what if they actually are ones out there, on here, but they don’t connect.🤔 if people could give more information than “tell me something only I would know”… if you only know it, how would someone else know it. Not to mention, how do they know what you know. If everyone could be direct like we were…

Completely went off on a tangent… oops

by Giving up.I will never do!i ❤️u October 13, 2023

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If you were here…
Next to me…
Your smile I could see…
Our eyes would meet…
My heart would be complete…
Those words of three…
I would say and hear…
Dancing we would do…
With a song or two…
I would even grab you a beer…
As you held me near…
For a moment,

I would close my eyes…
As I feel the tears start to rise…
Perfect it will be…
When it is you and me❤️❤️❤️❤️

These are the pictures…
I choose to keep in my mind…

I love YOU!!!
More than words can say…
But everyday,
I try in yet another way…
To find the words to convey

My love for YOU!!!

by Giving up.I will never do!i ❤️u October 15, 2023

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What exactly doesn’t make sense? And thinking about it, do things ever really make sense? I could go off on a tangent, but I will spare you this one:)

What are the moments your heart is empowered?

I guess I was meant to go on a tangent today:) this is not meant to be bitchy btw… I was talking to a colleague and she was telling me about her relationship difficulties. She is always searching for love. Then it came to me before she can find true love she needs to love herself. I don’t know if this fits you, but it came to my head… so I typed:)

Aren’t you the comedian today:) … using my words towards me. I would argue, but the person you are quoting is pretty darn smart… I will just listen. I had to mail the letter:) mailbox 📫… someone else’s box.

You are kidding, right? This is the same person who is willing to show up at a public event dressed as an olive and ask him if he would be my juice… I probably would start shaking and be a rocking olive:) … that was pretty cute if I do say so myself. Do you change your mind? I could totally make him feel uncomfortable…

I can’t help it!!! My body moves before I can say no or even realize what I am doing… When I am around him, I basically have to glue my feet to a space and not move.

What were you moody about? And her? You haven’t seen her recently? I still am having difficulty understanding your situation completely… I am trying to picture it in my head 🤔

I think you figured out the fa la la is the Smurf song… now when you are feeling blue and not smurfy, the fa la la’s you need to sing:) and out loud of course:)

I guess I am meant to make the initial tangent I was going to spare you… maybe next time:)

What if you, me are not supposed to understand this right now? Instead just BELIEVE …

by Giving up.I will never do!i ❤️u October 21, 2023

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How long have you been on UD? I was under the impression it wasn’t long…

I have seen quite bit of poetry on here recently… which is heartwarming to see others letting their hearts bellow tunes…

It is weird when are hearts are sad that we can’t rhyme… that would make sense as to why I could never do a roses are red… my heart was sad:(

Thanks for wanting to be there in my moments of blue. It means a lot. This is an area I need improvement for sure… sometimes overly independent is not always the best.
Some of my posts definitely portray the blue…

This I try not to do…
But sometimes it just comes through…

by Giving up.I will never do!i ❤️u October 15, 2023

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What does ermmm mean btw? I think it is like an ummm. But thought I would ask:)

It is funny I thought originally only he could see my posts. As though we were in our own secret world… a secret world that allows your drawbridge to be lowered and for your words to flow to the person you love.

Thanks… I am pretty kind:) honestly, I don’t speak my heart with words like this ever … never have. The life part, yes. The love part, nope!!! I am not making sense today… I live my life with love and empathy, but since he is not with me and has yet to be the poems/ words related to love have only gone has far as here… hopefully that makes more sense.

I have to work tonight too and my thoughts are already scrambling… yikes. Those are always exciting conversations, my filter I seem to lose and my mouth just keeps going… you think i floor you with the things I say here, real is rather crazy… probably worse. Yikes..

I hate to repeat myself always, but it is him!!! I don’t understand it. I used to try, I have realized there is no understanding how he captured my heart. Like I seriously had that shit guarded. No one was getting in… I was okay with pretending to be hardcore:)

How are you romantic and personal? You have plans and ideas, willing to share?

I am not smurfette… promise. :)

by Giving up.I will never do!i ❤️u October 17, 2023

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