The feeling of crazy. The feeling of being oUt-Of-SorTs. Feeling completely out-of-touch, but feigning as if I'm completely in control of the situation. Pretty much just feel like a complete nut-job, similar to Helen Shiller, that bold face lies to her constituents and then brings pizza from her boyfriend's restaurant to make everyone feel better.. ps. the pizza sucks, so this is an ineffective more.