My Inner Lord Ashura

My Inner Lord Ashura, are my feelings, of self-hatred, of being a mixed race, and also my depression, hopelessness, and fear, which have driven me, many times, to attempt suicide.

Lord Ashura, is a Square Enix villain, from its Makai Toushi Saga/Final Fantasy Legend series, (Gameboy) especially of its first, and second games, and also its Japan, only remake, Saga 2: Hihou Densetsu - Goddess of Destiny. (DS)

The reason why, I say My Inner Lord Ashura, is that he is, Priestess Kai/Ki's mortal enemy. Only by discovering, with a friend, that I am Priestess Kai/Ki, saved me from suicide. Two other friends, say I originally, was a white girl, and will become again soon. This gives me hope!

As I now know, that I am Priestess Kai/Ki, I have conquered, My Inner Lord Ashura, and also my fear of dying, (thanatophobia) as Something Awful, a game BBS, says Priestess Kai/Ki, is immortal. This means I will live forever! Wow!

by I'mcrazy February 6, 2024

innerate

a stupid bitch

" you know innerate? shes a bitch. "

by a mysterious January 3, 2022

Youtube inner zone

A very common part of youtube.
An inner circle which most know.

Troom troom is a part of (YouTube's) youtube inner zone.

by Ze koffing boy December 13, 2020

inner ugly

When regardless of how attractive someone is on the outside they are disgusting on the inside so the ugly filters out onto their outer looks.

He is so hot but his inner ugly makes him so unattractive. Nasty nasty to be honest.

by PureHeaven February 2, 2023

backer inner

Male who is a bottom and is seeking a male top for sexual encounter at forest preserves.

I asked how you can tell the difference between a top and bottom at forest preserves. The guy said a bottom reverses into parking spot which they call a backer inner while a top pulls in forward. Innuendoes match the parking.

by GrizzlyCountry March 28, 2019

inner fabulosity

When you are absolutley amazing and let it shine through. a person who has inner fabulosity is always loud and having fun, because they dont care what people think about them, because they love themselves for who they are.

"she is always so happy, she is filled with inner fabulosity."

by jesi!! March 1, 2009

Inner chino

When your girl getting on your nerves so bad, that a side of u just wants to kill her.

This dumb bitch really bringing out my inner chino

by FatMeech9001 May 7, 2021