S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P.'s definitions

I'm sorry, I can hear that I've made you quite upset.

I'll tell them I never wanted it.
I'll tell them who you are to me.
I'll tell them that I'm safe with you.
I'll tell them...

"That man is my husband, the one person that has always been there for me, the one person that has always kept me safe, the one person who has always helped me through everything... Is the one person I can't talk to. The person I need I'm not allowed to see..."
I'm sorry, we have a duty of care, our primary roll is to make sure you're safe, the severity of these allegations-
"Have you ever done ICE?"
No...
"Well then with all due respect, how can you be the judge on someone's character when you've never experienced what it's like on that day, that mindset-"
I may never have personally experienced it but I have seen, quite closely, the effects of the substance and am very aware of it's effects. I know this is disappointing to hear, but we can't just wave a magic wand and make it all disappear, even if you retract your statement the allegations and severity of the case is so extreme and we have a duty of care to you.

I'm sorry, I can hear that I've made you quite upset.

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023

210

Some are large
Some glint with shine
Although not with me
I'm proud it's mine

You can take
The symbols of our intention
Your soft secret safe
It was our affliction

I've not lost hope

or given in
Although walls away
I'm still here within

I know you visit
In the night
Please say hello
Or show some fight

Help me
To accept the pain
I know I am to
Endure today

Although my finger
Is bare of band
You still possess
My heart in hand

My skin may be
Void of touch
But I maintain
I love you so much

Is this what you want? Yes... 100%? 210.

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 13, 2023

Not lost but stolen

It may not be on my finger, but it's still in my heart. I hope you're keeping them all safe.
The cards are yours to play, it's your move.
The question is: will you return what's mine, or will you come and get what's yours?

I noticed the next day it was missing, do you remember what you said? It might be not lost but stolen by someone that doesn't want us to work out. Was that someone you?

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023

Ice Cold Eye

No good deed, goes UNPUNISHED.
One question haunts and hurts

Too much, too much to mention
Was I really seeking good
Or just seeking attention
Is that all good deads are

When looked at with an ice Cold eye?
If that's all good deeds are maybe that's the reason why...

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023

Another%

FUCK YOU
for your unspoken words that night
FUCK YOU
for putting us in this position
FUCK YOU
for not giving me respect
FUCK YOU
for not loving me enough to fight
FUCK YOU
for making me another statistic

FUCK YOU
For rejecting our vows

If you see this, I still love you

You've made me a pod person, just another%

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023

Wonderphil

Patient
Generous
Saviour
Sexy
Hopeful
Intentional
Perceptive
Solutioner
All-lives-matter
Provider
Survivor
Forgiver
Achiever
Energetic
Courageous
Stubborn
Onion-peeler
Protector
Never-give-up-er

I think you are the absolute most wonderphil noun in the world, I'm so grateful I got the chance to have a place in your life.

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023

O.tindalei

Ghost moth

I'm nightwalking again. Not just awake but that's when I want to get in and actually do stuff. I didn't realise how much I didn't like the middle of the day until I started being back with people who track, conform to, and place value on living during certain hours.

I'm back in my old room, single bed and all. It's hard to adjust back to the way of life I had as a kid. I've grown too much. I've gained too much. I've seen too much.

The only way I'll survive is unseen and without leaving footprints.

The Ghost o.tindalei will haunt me for the rest of my days...

by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023