Definitions by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P.
Love
Love is
as love always was
sunshine spotlight amongst the rain
once it touched now I'm never the same
Just a taste
that's all it took
I need you like you're my addiction
ignore those unaware of our affliction.
A champion, a warrior
Love you saved me
you fought the wildebeast you're my hero
greater than one you're my Zero.
To protect
as you always have
please never leave me to struggle
I want eternal life with your endless cuddles.
as love always was
sunshine spotlight amongst the rain
once it touched now I'm never the same
Just a taste
that's all it took
I need you like you're my addiction
ignore those unaware of our affliction.
A champion, a warrior
Love you saved me
you fought the wildebeast you're my hero
greater than one you're my Zero.
To protect
as you always have
please never leave me to struggle
I want eternal life with your endless cuddles.
Love by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 12, 2023
Crazy kind of worry
When you're in love, true love, and you're not near your Love it hits different. You try your best to keep an eye on them, you do your best to keep them safe, but you can't control your Love only they can. So when they do something that could get them in trouble you fight like a warrior to bring hell on earth to save them, to protect them. You could walk 500 miles, and sometimes even 500 more because when it's true love, you can't really rest anyway until you know your Love is safe.
Crazy kind of worry by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 8, 2023
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Glass slipper
I should be using this time to unpack my things. The thing about a speedy removal is that nothing is organised or correctly boxes up, it's just thrown in everywhere that had space. Instead I'm writing, I'd rather clear my head than my space. You know I'm going to be fine. I'll work through, I'll grow some more. It just hurts right now. It's one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, be away from you, move out. I can't even really talk about it, not that anyone could understand even if I did. So don't worry, I'm not looking for someone to save me, I'm not looking for someone to replace you, actually, I'm not looking for anyone, I don't even want to be around the people I have to. I don't know what I'm going to do yet but you can bet your sweet sexy ass I'm going to do it with my head held high. I'm no longer in the business of pleasing others, proving points, or seeking revenge. I'm only going to do me, for me, to be proud of me. I know so long as I do that you will be too. I'm going to succeed and I'm going to do it my way. Other than that, the only thing o need in life is for you to be happy and proud of yourself. I'd say call me if you need any help but my phone is destroyed, and you don't need me anyway, you never did. I can see your success, your happiness. I'll leave you alone, watch from afar. Just know I'm so proud of you, and you should be too.
I love you xoxo
I love you xoxo
I shattered the glass slipper, and then used the sharp edges as weapons to slay the dragon myself. Turns out the dragon is a sweet soul, misunderstood by many, and struggling to express emotions.
Glass slipper by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023
Sunset Myth
I was never looking for a fairytale, just to feel a little less alone.
You have robbed me of all heart and mind and I love you sweet bandit of my soul.
I am no Judy, I am done with pie.
Will our garden be wonderphil, or will it be full of lost dreams and tea?
I do forgive you, but I demand more from life. It's your call: Friend or Wife?
You have robbed me of all heart and mind and I love you sweet bandit of my soul.
I am no Judy, I am done with pie.
Will our garden be wonderphil, or will it be full of lost dreams and tea?
I do forgive you, but I demand more from life. It's your call: Friend or Wife?
If this was just a sunset myth, the cost of enduring cruelty was worth the taste of my eternal flame.
Sunset Myth by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023
Code Orange
Mad beyond belief
Disappointed more than ever
Pain that forced a body numb
This is a code Orange. I will not tolerate this non-sense any longer. I do have self respect and so you will have to put in some major work if you want to repair the damage and be in my life. Either grow up and act like a husband, or grow a pair and tell me to move on. But I refuse to lety guard down for someone that will cross that line. I have not done a thing to deserve this.
Disappointed more than ever
Pain that forced a body numb
This is a code Orange. I will not tolerate this non-sense any longer. I do have self respect and so you will have to put in some major work if you want to repair the damage and be in my life. Either grow up and act like a husband, or grow a pair and tell me to move on. But I refuse to lety guard down for someone that will cross that line. I have not done a thing to deserve this.
Code Orange by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023
Lost dreams and tea
The one-day's, the maybe's, the I-hope's, the imaginary-future-game's, the can't-wait's, and the we-should's.
The Ghost of life itself wondering up and down your hallway humming a sweet sad song, reminding you of the opaque alternative you refused to nurture and cherish.
It's the words of comfort from others that unknowingly stab at your sense of solitude. It's the progression of comfort you provide yourself to reject pity. It's convincing yourself you're better off to avoid the pain of accepting your misdemeanors.
P1: there's plenty of fish in the sea, you've just gotta get back out there
P2: I'm better off alone, I have freedom, I can do whatever I want, and I have so much more time and money now.
P1: you'll change your mind, someone else will come when you least expect it and sweep you off your feet.
The Ghost of life itself wondering up and down your hallway humming a sweet sad song, reminding you of the opaque alternative you refused to nurture and cherish.
It's the words of comfort from others that unknowingly stab at your sense of solitude. It's the progression of comfort you provide yourself to reject pity. It's convincing yourself you're better off to avoid the pain of accepting your misdemeanors.
P1: there's plenty of fish in the sea, you've just gotta get back out there
P2: I'm better off alone, I have freedom, I can do whatever I want, and I have so much more time and money now.
P1: you'll change your mind, someone else will come when you least expect it and sweep you off your feet.
Lost dreams and tea by S.W.A.L.K.J.F.P.J.P. October 3, 2023