Krkič's definitions

o boy

dreaming so hard til it becomes reality

holding hands. phoning. writing. sharing families. being tipsy or drunk and still feeling safe. safe! kissing and hugging and whispering. "what i would do to make everyone disappear right now so i could undress you and sit on your lap" not a care in the world when you look into my eyes. grabbing your ass to sign off 'he's mine'. accepting your arm around me. acceptance! 'you can feel comfortable around me. comfort! warm lips. broad hips. fertlity is tickled not challenged. o boy. let me in. in. let me in.

by Krkič June 29, 2019

swicky

you are so sweaty you can't take off your clothes because your skin is sticky

"man, is this a hot flush or is it summer coz i sure am swicky."

by Krkič July 1, 2019

cave

the more I hang out here with him
the less likely it becomes

to build a ship in the real world
because HERE, in the world of literacy, where mundanity is crammed into idealized concepts, chunks of written spirit,
will always outweigh the monotony of THERE, profane, everyday life.

but its what i want.
and it pains me to realise
that it may not be what he wants,

maybe never will.

you have failed to speak openly to me.
i have equally failed to lure you out of your cave.

by Krkič July 2, 2019

masterbation

its been quite a while since you got some
and you miss that good feeling
so you retreat to bed earlier than usual
take off your clothes
caress yourself, play yourself

until you hit the note
breathing slowly goes down
and you fall asleep piecefully

Do you do masterbation?
No.
(thinks) of course you do

by Krkič July 2, 2019

jealous type

I dreamed i saw you with another
close and smiling

and when i woke
I had to admit to myself

that whatever i tell myself
or others
i remain the jealous type
I've always been
...

by Krkič July 3, 2019

Raf and Jo

Rafaele and Jovana have known each other since primary school. Raf grew up to be a football playing party hard dawg. Jo did great in school, excelled in most major fields and only started partying as a university student. They lost contact then. Desiring different lifestyles and social groups and .. drugs maybe. Raf knew how to get it, you know, the girls, the attention. He was very playful, downplayed his own intelligence and lived off his reputation. Jo, having spent her teens as a wallflower, was a late bloomer, getting first waves of attention in her twenties. Which totally overwhelmed her. And made her forever shy. And taught her about the game out there.

When they met again they were both very attractive.

It really shocked Jo to see Raf so deeply inbedded in life and its celebration. Like, Rafa, you having all this fun and thats cool but what you gonna do when the fun is over? Or you need somebody you can trust? And Raf was like, yo, Jo, you fine and all that, headgame strong, but how you gonna play when your heart start calling out? Iz your brain gon kill yo heartz??

Jo once told me that Rafa completed her that way. In reminding her to let go off trained, learned, mouthed manners and unearth the heart's own speaking. It's what challenged her enough to accept him as evenly matched.

Raf, on the other hand, never talked to anyone about anyone or anything remotely challenging. So we don't know for sure about his match. We just like watching them together. Its really a special thing, a bond, a thing, a ship. Raf and Jo.

by Krkič July 3, 2019

tinkin

tinkin o yoo

all day

werkin hard

I'ma sync in ma pillo
and make bee leave that its yoo

tinkin o yoo

kys mee yoo phool

by Krkič July 4, 2019