Ponderous thoughts to be ponderously pondered. Basically, if there is an adverb, adjective, and verb of ponder, then it stands to reason that there ought to be a noun as well.

The act of monetizing ones position in a church office.

To think and care

To reflect or consider with thoroughness and care

To think about that person or keep constantly bringing up their names.

To recognize them and make eye contact why the other person ain't looking.

To recognize or to repeat it over and over again.