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A depressed, sad, miserable boy who hates his life and wants to cut all the time and kill himself on the inside. In front of others he likes to play a different character, happy, jokey and a fun person, he would like to have fun and be happy in front of people. However on the inside and when he’s alone, he’s completely a different person that should not be taken for as a dickhead. He’s got a good heart but always wants to end himself as he feels like he’s worthless to life and everything around him. He cries at home with his depressing thoughts just hoping one day he can lose it all. At school and around, he’s a joyful character.
by Blackhat April 22, 2019