1: describes pain, anguish, fear of whats to come, and knowing that one must face it with just a piece of toilet paper as a weapon.
2: when person online means to write "haha" but instead it comes out to be "ghahh"

Someone who is possessed by clout chasing. The original human is now gone and a demonic entity that feeds on clout is all that is left. An empty shell with no control of their actions, forced to blindly react to situations they think will bring them attention.