You don't have any time for snakes and your tired of getting played and tricked by people around and you stress yourself out until you know the truth to whatever problem your dealing with.

A man who messes around with other men, but no one would ever know by looking or talking to him. Used by gay black men to identify masculine gay men or DL Brothas.

It does not mean your depressed it just means you are staying to yourself and not giving in to anyone. You don't really care anymore but you actually do care. It's basically a dysfunctional bipolar confused feeling. Sometimes people use a code 9/10 to acknowledge that they are experiencing a cold spine.

Basically you don't give a fuck about anything and your ignoring all the bad stuff around you while trying to stay positive even though its hard cause your life is depressing and you refuse to talk to anyone about it.