when someone claims that they don't have a fetish but show their disgusting fetish to everyone else as entertainment to justify keeping their disgusting material on them at all times

<similar to how gay freshmen can be in the closet about their sexuality and will show pictures of naked men to others calling others gay>

Anatidaephobia is defined as a pervasive, irrational fear that one is being watched by a duck. The anatidaephobic individual fears that no matter where they are or what they are doing, a duck watches.

Anatidaephobia is derived from the Greek word "anatidae", meaning ducks, geese or swans and "phobos" meaning fear.