Sensual sex, not raunchy, where the partners dig each other but are not in love; may not even be in like but more intimate than just 'fucking'. Often done in New England.

Means no one really loves u they dont care that u die they dont care about ur existance. Don't care for them they dont deserve it. In the end only yourself is the one that will be with u till the end. So dont give a shit to anyone