what roadman say when they are pulling out the blades

Being fucked so hard that the very reality of your being disappears. Said to only be caused by the best guys. Symptoms include: not being able to walk, sudden change in personality, and existential hallucinations

In reference to defication

The act of going for a shit.

UK slang for "To pull out" Generally referring to weapons such as guns or knifes.

to decide not to do something that you had promised to do

A term used in Alcoholics Anonymous and related programs that refer to a person relapsing, or getting drunk/using.