Airiel, a majestic creature that is my best friend and lesbian lover. she is the most amazing person I've ever met. she is very stubborn but also very open minded and supporting. she is self conscious and doesn't care about what people think of her at the same. also she is the most dramatic person you'll ever meet to the point where you think that there might be secret cameras filming this reality show, she makes a big deal about everything and sometimes acts like she is on literally any high school drama. She is the most intelligent, original, iconic and creative person in your life, that you can't help but admire. She thinks she's not artistic or talentless, but really she's just clueless at how deep she is and how beautiful everything she makes is. When she has fun she goes crazy, but you gotta love that her. if you're reading this, Airi, love you lots!

The two states of being are as a human being, or a hungry ghost. Semi-regularly you need to ask yourself which you are. Sometimes it is human. Others, alas, it is hungry ghost.

The hungry ghost seeks validity outside of themselves. Someone pining for an indifferent ex is a hungry ghost. Someone who arrives alone at 6:30 on Saturday night to a pub is probably a hungry ghost. Obsessive checking of mobile phones, chat sites or networks are clear signs that one is a hungry ghost.

The best thing to do is just stay home and ride it out. Read a book. Find some good clean fun.