When you were gonna type noodle but you fuck up because there's tears in your eyes cause you've been crying all fucking day. The meaning later became altered to just being really sad.

Anatidaephobia is defined as a pervasive, irrational fear that one is being watched by a duck. The anatidaephobic individual fears that no matter where they are or what they are doing, a duck watches.

Anatidaephobia is derived from the Greek word "anatidae", meaning ducks, geese or swans and "phobos" meaning fear.