The autistc kid back in your younger years, that would screech things that you will quote later in your life,

A cultural and aesthetic mind-state that prioritizes making money, even as an “underground” or “radical” creator. The work isn’t made for money, but it’s the money that matters the most.

Grata is a term used to describe one that is greatly desired but does not desire others. The person in which this term refers to is often the love interest of many though they feel inadequate. They most likely harbor desirable traits but do not recognize them themselves.