I can't force you to do anything but, I can at least give you some advice. Don't EVER, EVER say 'Ch*'. If you do, then you are accepting Ehsan as your leader. Even if you do fall under the effects of saying it, please, please, take my advice and don't say it in front of Ehsan. Stuff happens and you won't be able to go back in time because withdrawal effects can be very harsh. It will be the biggest regret of your life. That's all I want to say. I hope you consider what I said.
P.S. :
* = 'a'

The phenomenon of having to come out as bisexual to the same person/people repeatedly because they assumed or hoped that your sexuality was a "phase." Refers less to the holiday and more to the 1993 Bill Murray comedy film in which the main character experiences the same day over and over.