2 definitions by i fake smilez 24/7
when your life is in species and you do everything in your power to fix it but since you destroyed your life so bad its impossible for you to get things right trying your best to the point where your fucking emotionless and nothing you do rather good or bad doesn't even matter anymore and the reward you get is nothing but more pain
I tried everything to regain the respect I destroyed towards everyone but since it's hard for people to trust me why is even the point man I'm giving up:(
by i fake smilez 24/7 March 23, 2021
when your life is in species and you do everything in your power to fix it but, since you made it so impossible to even fix the damages you caused, it does no shit worth and it leaves you fucking emotionless to the point where you just completely done with life and no matter hard you try it doesn't help anything but reward you with more pain.
ive tried so hard to make it up to everyone but since no one trusts me is hard for everyone to believe me letting them know I changed but they think I didn't Im giving up man everything I do is just pathetic and shitty fuck my life man
by i fake smilez 24/7 March 23, 2021