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The original:
Я вас любил: любовь еще, быть может,
В душе моей угасла не совсем;
Но пусть она вас больше не тревожит;
Я не хочу печалить вас ничем.
Я вас любил безмолвно, безнадежно,
То робостью, то ревностью томим;
Я вас любил так искренно, так нежно,
Как дай вам бог любимой быть другим.

Translation by Babette Deutsch:
"I loved you; and perhaps I love you still,
The flame, perhaps, is not extinguished; yet
It burns so quietly within my soul,
No longer should you feel distressed by it.

Silently and hopelessly I loved you,
At times too jealous and at times too shy.
God grant you find another who will love you
As tenderly and truthfully as I."
Another translation:
"I loved you: yet the love, maybe,
Has not extinguished in my heart;
But hence may not it trouble thee;
I do not want to make you sad.
I loved you hopelessly and mutely,
Now with shyness, now with jealousy being vexed;
I loved you so sincerely, so fondly,
Likewise may someone love you next."

This is one of my most favorite poems in my literature class in 7th grade. It represents the silent love - fondly, desperately, sincerely, yet... selflessly.

The kind of love I have always desire to experience. The kind that I would be the one who loves the person silently and quietly. The kind that I will keep on giving my love and care, without actually receive it back in reality...

The love maybe... should be... remained in our imaginations.
I love that poem I Love You - Pushkin
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The feeling you have when you are lack of information. You are unsure.

You certainly don't want to make mistakes.

You are tired of making mistakes.

There is no room for mistakes.

You are not a carefree individual.

You do care a lot. It troubles you if you make wrong moves. Just like playing chess, one wrong move can lead to "checkmate" if not being careful. There is no turning back.

So, uncertainty comes into the place.

Uncertainty if it is good for you.
Uncertainty if it is worth the risk.
Uncertainty if it was even right.
Uncertainty if you were wrong the entire time.
Uncertainty if it is playing.
Uncertainty if it is deep enough.
Uncertainty if it is long lasting.
Uncertainty because you see that things are not what it seems.
Because there is always an "end" in friend.
There is "over" in lovers.
And it is full of "if" in life.

What if...
Full of what if..
Okay..

Don't rush into things that take time to grow.
Because I know..
Good things take time.
Uncertainty...

Wrote during The Spooky Season in 2021 before November arrived...
by JVeverMind April 19, 2023
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Summary:
A short story about an old artist, who tried to save a life of a young woman who was on a dying bed due to pneumonia, died because of pneumonia in the cold, windy, rainy night after he finished his masterpiece – drew a leaf (the last leaf) on the wall that looked just like a real leaf for that young woman to see. She was on her dying bed, looking out the windows, counting fallen leaves, and she believed that her life would also end once the last leaf fell.

Moral story:
The pneumonia did not kill her. Her thinking mind was killing her. The old artist should have lived if she was more of a useful individual.
The Last Leaf - O'Henry (his collection October 15, 1905)
Wrote in 2022
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«All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.»
J.R.R Tolkien
Wanderer.
To be lost. To be found.
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Soulmates or twinflames are not something you decide. Still don't know the differences between soulmates and twinflames because of none spare time to read. However, It's spiritual. Everyone just needs to accept this truth/fact and move on from their debates of why things happen. Let everything be natural.
Not necessary soulmates or twinflames are meant to be with each others. Because, if the life before birth does exist and reincarnation is true, then it would mean your soulmate could have been the same/different gender, a child, an elder. It could have been anyone.

And also because there are other factors related to Fate, Destiny, Chance, Luck.
by JVeverMind® April 15, 2022
Fate vs Destiny
What is the difference between Fate, Destiny, Chance and Luck?

Even though the four terms might be intertwined and we easily get confused. However, they are difference. One may lead to another and vice versa.

Fate is something you have zero control over. It is completely out of your control.
On the other hand, destiny is shaped based on your choices / decisions.
For example: You have no control of whom you meet randomly in your life, and events/ stories from both sides are oddly matched prior to the meeting. That's Fate. Whether or not they are in your life, that's Destiny.

Destiny can lead to Fate or vice versa. For example: You did not spontaneously go somewhere, but instead, there were multiple choices and you decided to go to that place. Then, you meet the person. In this case, Destiny led to Fate.

When you purposely go on the internet and search for anybody, then it's a Chance. Whether or not you oddly meet the one, then it's now Luck.
If the whole situation makes any sense, and events/ stories are alligned, then the whole scenerio is Fate.

Fate vs Destiny

P/S: This is my unfinished thoughts. The length of my post is based on my current mood and energy level.
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I returned to that place
Now trees are full of life.
Grass are so much greener in my eyes.

I saw a wild rabbit,
was munching on green grass.
"Want a sip of water?" – I asked.
It couldn't say.
Just looking at me in a friendly way.
Licking a few drops of water I gave.
Then... it hopped away..

Many beautiful blue birds were flying.
"Chip, chip", were they talking to me..?
"Can't understand your language. I'm sorry...."

I saw a red dragonfly.
Then a pink one flew near by.
Played with each others side by side.
Oh, that was one of the most beautiful sights.

I sat on a bench,
Under so many tall trees,
Deep inside, I wish you were here with me
Felt inspired to write this entry.

Suddenly,
A California traveller approached.
Asked if she could take me a photo.
Smiled, I shook my head "no"
I played with an obese squirrel
The tag was 616, you know..
Everything looked so bright,
But why was my heart filled with sorrows?
Slowly I stepped, slowly tears fell.

It's okay. It's just another day.
525 Time flies.
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"You say you love rain,

but you open your umbrella.

You say you love the sun,

but you find a shadow spot.

You say you love the wind,

but you close your windows.

This is why I am afraid
when you say that you love me too."

William Shakespeare
Korkuyorum meaning I am afraid... or have been afraid.
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