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an exceedinly amount of worries that are now worsened because you are in a situation that is only getting worse than it originally was because you failed to let a grudge of some kind go
"I began to understand how important the now is for me to get it right this time around so I wouldn’t have that burden or worriation on my shoulders if something were to happen to my mom"
by Susie Newton April 04, 2007