An apparent loss for words. What often is typed when one is looking for meaning in ones life, looks away from keyboard and pursues the urge to hit the keyboard into Google search engine in the hope that the answers to the undefined questions become clear when 'enter' is hit.
"I have had a bad bad day. Nothing makes sense. I return home to sit at my computer. I am out of ideas of which to distract my brain. I know; why don't I just look away and smack a few keys?!" (does so. Sporadically types "vghvgh". Hits 'enter'.) Google search engine offers www.urbandictionary.com!