Im really into Tracy but with all her problems in life that girl reads like a suicide note!
Bringing to mind the often used suicide note phrase; "I'll be gone before you get this".
Giving explination to why, how, when, and who made this person feel they had no other way to stop the voices in there head. Many ar bi-polar, sctzo, or just plane fed up with being dealt a shitty hand. Most of these people believe thier failures and do not belong in the world, group, plain they exist and better could come of ending the pain. Holding in secerates as well for others that do not care the course of what has become of the secerate holder