adj. describing that awkward moment when you've just realized you've raped someone.
"I got her so drunk last night. I asked her if she wanted to have sex, and she didn't say anything. She didn't have to. It was so real."
"Dude, I think you might have raped her."
"I mean, she didn't say no."
"Was she passed out?"
"Oh, shit. I think you're right. I DEFINITELY raped her. Fuck. That's so rapeward."