1.being one who solves a personal enigma, and forgetting how.
2.Being one with an often epiphony or a plethoric realization of ones self, that may change on a regular basis.
slighty an antonym of a martyr, because it is also a synonym.
"This trip made me pilebe, but I can't see where I went anymore."
or... if you are sober:
"I am pilebe, for everything now is perfect in my life. I am happy."
"everything has turned into shit, and I don't know what happened. I can hardly even recall why it was so great."