giving your life away brutally all for the sake of sinners like ourselves.
its hearing that your spouse having to go off to war .. or is not coming back. pain is knowing that you destroyed someones life .. over ignorance. or having a loved one die and you not being able to talk about it. its being called stupid and retarded over and over, by the ones who mean most to you.. & you yourself cant even take yourself seriously anymore. its watching your parents screaming at each other and lying to one anothers face, then watching them split up for good. pain is having to choke down all your love .. hate, thoughts, feelings, your voice. its the man who cant deal with his stress so he takes his anger out on his little boy. its the little girl, whos alcoholic mother wont believer her about, her low life father abusing her.