2. What alchohol and drugs do to you to prevent pain.
(consult doctor at this time)
I'm so numb and have no fight left.
I do not want to be numb any more I love you so much and wished I had kissed you that night.
Everyone knows that I love a man from my past. He has never laid a hand to me and I always end up showing the courtesy and love I want to give to him every night for the rest of my life to the wrong person.
I'm no numb when he said he wanted to not come home again.
Just another numb mind with the knife to my soul.
I wouldn't even feel the sting.
Their all so fulled with vengance and pride.
Just another slap in the face from a mind numbing man that has put no effort into bettering a persons life but leaving her in the shame of knowing he was never really in love with her and left it all today. Alone again I'm so numb from feeling the pain.
I have to be numb of the knowing to get my children threw another day with smiles and a kiss so they never see the pain I live.