no confidence, the lacking or not having of confidence.
man i woulda screwed her, but i have fucking nonfidence
noun - 1. The total lack of confidence in a situation, the uncertain feeling of insecurity and lack of hope 2. The complete confidence that a given scenario will lead to utter failure.
After asking her out and waiting for what seemed to be an eternity, his heart filled with nonfidence. His hopes were vanishing like the chances to plug that damn oil leak in the gulf.