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When something is so upsetting or frustrating it makes one want to stab oneself in the face, either literally or figuratively; reminiscent of a scene in the film 'Black Swan'.
Man, when Jenna was complaining about Mary I was about ready to go black swan.

Swear to god if I have to stand in line for one more minute I'm going to go black swan.
by Luudy January 13, 2011