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1. downhearted
Utterly apathetic, as the song by Primitive Radio Gods: PhoneBooth proclaims "i've down hearted baby ever since the day we met"

totally without care, beyond depressed.
"As the prince comes to claim his kingdom, and his lover.... he finds everything is destroyed,and his lover killed, he will forever be downhearted"
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