That perfect boy. That one boy that always is in your dreams, hoping you wake up and that he exists. That one boy who is very sweet, tender, tough, handsome, hot and soft at the same time. That one boy is everything you like, a dream boy that has every little piece you like from every guy. You are so in love with him, but you are so fucking sad because you know, you just know that he doesn't excist... I feel that feeling, and I hate it, but I also like it, because it feels like you're in love, but the thought that he just doesn't excist makes me so mad and sad at the same time...
I am so fucking in love with someone. I feel in my bones and stomach that I am in love, but it is just a boy from my dreams...
by Wild Sunflower May 19, 2021