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actually realizing that you are fully on your own, that there is no one you can run to when things are bad, financially or emotionally separated or solo
paying your bills for the first time and you get a lonely feeling that is actualnendepandance, leaving home and having to adjust to a new location with few to no homey comforts is feeling actualnendepandance, realizing that in this case you are better off single or without that person is the best feeling of actualnendepandance
by thebigredone September 19, 2008

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