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it means to be helplessly controlled by a force making you unwillingly happy while inwardly struggling to not be happy and be joyful at the same time but in the end charizard breathes fire and everything DIES!.
Did you see that baby boy? he looked like his pancreas was about to rupture! he was probably unhappily joyful...
by twentyninern March 23, 2011