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1. Insecurious
To be uncomfortable with wonderment. Being insecure about one's curiosity.
Billy wanted to raise his hand in class to ask his question but felt insecurious because he didn't read the assigned materials and felt he might ask something embarrassing that would prove he didn't complete the reading.
2. Insecurious
Relating to a state of emotion involving feelings of insecurity and curiosity.
Being insecure about a situation but also curious, typically of a sexual nature "He or she is insecurious"
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