Extreme
confusion in fear, hidden so it is unrecognizable. Being
scared and confused but hiding it from others. Masking your fears by being
stoic. Almost emotionless, but not quite because people close to you can tell you are under fear.
When she sent me an
odd meme, I felt extreme ilsation and I did not know how to react.
That
moment when you are kidnapped by a jelly bean shitting Easter bunny and all you can do is
act with ilsation.