of all that one holds to be apparent and truthful.
of all that one makes out to be reality.
Mentally questioning reality, for what
Another world of reasoning.
Usualy experenced by hallucinogenic drugs, either Mushrooms
, etc etc) or trauma to the brain
It is the loss of apparent truths
, and what MUST
be taken as truth.
Frued coined the word "Ego", he had something
in mind that
was far away
from how the word is tossed
As he classified, it is the epitimy one of the three mental states
(Id, Ego, and the Superego) The Id being
the primal area of consciousness, devloped as a child, only caring about itself and how to gratify any desire it has. (A baby crying, an infant screaming
"MINE!" about things it's never seen before)
Out of the Id, the Ego grows as a person gets older. The Ego is how a normal
"of age" human acts and thinks
in everyday life, but it is based soley off of the Id, because the Id was the first state
of consciousness to take
in any information at all from the outside world
. The Ego is not so selfishly seeking and recognizes that
there is a larger
picture, a world
aside of itself; the Ego acts as censor to the Id, stopping and keeping in check the primitive desires for instand gratification, recognizing the larger
picture, so to speak.
The final state
of mental maturity
is the Superego. The Superego is the highest state
arrived in our evolutionary "progress." The Superego is an overseer, our conscience; and, like the Id, is something
we are not conscious, not aware of at even the slightest, but is always
present in thought.
It is a loss of the Ego and the ID, It is the Superego (An understanding of the world around
you and what
SHOULD be happening) lost by itself, with no previous truths
to go off of.
Without these apparent truths
one is taught in life, a person enters a state
it can sometimes be seen as a state
of total confusion, not knowing why anything happens, why it should, or why you feel the need to want
it to or not.
during an intense trip
, seeming like it is the only answer and it will be how you live the rest
of your life, but usually forgotten
by the time one wakes up, not much unlike
being in the mode
"Man, I had such an ego loss
the other day, I had no idea WHAT was going on or why anything was, let me tell you, I'm never taking booms again"
"Man, I had such a bad ego loss
I realized I was nothing, or wait, was it that
I was, but there was no reason for anything? uh.. ah.. Maybe
it was that
I don't know why I do anything?, Hell, I dunno anymore."