( Internal + Infernal)
of demise wherein every odds are stacked against you, tagged with ironies and cliches, and as if the world is mocking you.Everything
seems wrong and you hate
celebrations and happy
events. You become paranoid and overthink that every small happenings occured to spite you further, yet you try to act normal to avoid further prejudice from others.
You seek help but you realize than only
you will pull yourself
up. You want to blame
life, fate, God, or other entities but the closest you can do is blame yourself
you burn inside.
You both want/ don't want to die because
seek solitude; dying is equal to giving up though-- that's for pussies and that's what makes the flame infernal.
Mom, there's a stranger that looks weird but smiled at me all of the sudden. Is he going to eat my brains?
Don't worry hon. He just
Hey suicidee, are you jumping or not? Stop being intfernal. I still got kittens
needing to be saved.
Welcome to my banquet, intfernal friends! Today
we reenact The Last Supper
to end our Intfernal suffering. Judas, please
pass the soy sauce.