Almost illusionary object or person, a fantasy, but actually real, yet persistently unobtainable, and just beyond one’s reach. (abrev. of very special)
Here idol was a vespe chap, and the inspiration for hours of day-dreaming.
He woke up each morning, feeling like a whelk, his crotch and the sheets
damp, with vespe memories
of a long legged, firm breasted angel lingering in his memory.